Shou ji wu fa da chu zhong wen zi, jiu zhi hao yong han yu pin yin, qing duo duo bao han.
Zi cheng shi wo mu qin de ni, wo gan xiang da zhong xuan shi, shuo ni bu pei. Qing wen, shen wei mu qin de ni, chu le ba wo fu yang cheng ren, hai zuo le xie shen me? Wo jue de, cheng ren ni jing le ba wo fu yang cheng ren de ze ren ye tai gao pan ni de neng li le. Zhen de qing wen nin, zhe shi ba nian ling er ge yue, nin jing ze le ma?
Zi cheng shi wo mu qin de ni, dao di dui wo de ren shi you duo shao? Wo he shi huan, he shi chou, ni dong ma? Dui yu wo de xi nu ai le, ni jing li guo ma? Liao jie ma? Mu du guo ma? Wo bu xi han ni you mei you neng li ba wo wei bao, chuan de nuan. Zhi wen, zai hua li de wai ke, ru guo mei you zhen gui de nei rong you shui hui xin shang?
Zi cheng shi wo mu qin de ni, wo cai ni shi ren chuo ren le. Xiao jie, ru guo ni xiang fa fong de hua, qing dao jing shen bing yuan qu. Ru guo bu jie yi, wo ke yi bang ni jiao ji cheng che, yi zhan jiu dao le.
Xiao jie, ci di bu yi jiu liu, yin wei yi ge jia bu shi zhe yang de.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
担心
担心，非常的担心，好担心，无用的担心。
之前虽然知道病情有可能很严重，但没什么去理睬，毕竟只有去照X光才会知道病情的真相。虽然会痛，虽然对我日常生活带来干扰，我还是过一天是一天。
不照X光还不用紧，一照了X光，一整天心情就平复不了。一整天静不下心去读书，胡思乱想，现在既然有股冲动想找人出去发呆。现在，只好等。因为等待而担心，也宁愿担心而等待。自相矛盾。浪费时间。
报告出来了会是怎样？妈说，有可能需要特别治疗。如果动手术的话怎么办？万一手术失败，死了算了也好。万一手术失败，死不了，终身瘫痪就惨了!!!
事到如今，只能担心
之前虽然知道病情有可能很严重，但没什么去理睬，毕竟只有去照X光才会知道病情的真相。虽然会痛，虽然对我日常生活带来干扰，我还是过一天是一天。
不照X光还不用紧，一照了X光，一整天心情就平复不了。一整天静不下心去读书，胡思乱想，现在既然有股冲动想找人出去发呆。现在，只好等。因为等待而担心，也宁愿担心而等待。自相矛盾。浪费时间。
报告出来了会是怎样？妈说，有可能需要特别治疗。如果动手术的话怎么办？万一手术失败，死了算了也好。万一手术失败，死不了，终身瘫痪就惨了!!!
事到如今，只能担心
Sunday, June 07, 2009
抢麦新人王 2009 半决赛
1. 我不是你想像的那么勇敢
大失水准，所有的脏话都可以出来了啦！唱完就知道死定了！走音，破音，没有观众交流，大大扣分！还是跟玉能 P.K., 要死咯！虽然分数只差他三分左右，我还是输了。
摄影队的人都以为我在哭。披头散发的样子也难怪他们会那么想。有些人也说其实我的表现是因为影响系统干扰才会一落千丈的。谢谢你们。I still think that it's the personal performance that determines the final product, other factor might play a part but there are really minor
2. 喜欢你
在后台拼了老命苦练着首歌。把输了的悲痛化成恋爱的喜悦，超级难！Kelvin 又突然的出现，到后台唱歌换衣。是又 paiseh 又尴尬的。在司仪 (Cecilia) 不断催我尽快做出抉择的情况下，我选了之耀。最终打成平手，TMD 我又必须唱歌。
Drinking gang 说我一边唱歌时一边扭屁股，seriously... 靠！怎么可能！人家都说他们真的被打动了，殿君也说什么“不是女人的女人在唱歌...”。基本上就是一大堆对我表现感到不可思议的感叹。
选错人了啦！若知道自己会得 81.75 的高分，一定 P.K. 勇全。Since he said he would really want to P.K. me cause I really don't want to P.K. him.
3. 再一次拥有
景扬 and I were like rapping the lyrics at the last seconds in attempt to memorise them and we kept psychoing myself that I can beat 之耀, the scenario was crazy and super hilarious.
When I knew I had to sing, I already changed, so I wore t-shirt and shorts and jacket and HEELS and ran out to find people to tell me the lyrics, everyone stunned! Then, of course, I changed back into Birks.
心惊胆跳，最终我和之耀同时进了大决赛。
谢谢大家的支持！感谢你们的降临！我会努力的！我会让你们失望，我会然自己失望。
大失水准，所有的脏话都可以出来了啦！唱完就知道死定了！走音，破音，没有观众交流，大大扣分！还是跟玉能 P.K., 要死咯！虽然分数只差他三分左右，我还是输了。
摄影队的人都以为我在哭。披头散发的样子也难怪他们会那么想。有些人也说其实我的表现是因为影响系统干扰才会一落千丈的。谢谢你们。I still think that it's the personal performance that determines the final product, other factor might play a part but there are really minor
2. 喜欢你
在后台拼了老命苦练着首歌。把输了的悲痛化成恋爱的喜悦，超级难！Kelvin 又突然的出现，到后台唱歌换衣。是又 paiseh 又尴尬的。在司仪 (Cecilia) 不断催我尽快做出抉择的情况下，我选了之耀。最终打成平手，TMD 我又必须唱歌。
Drinking gang 说我一边唱歌时一边扭屁股，seriously... 靠！怎么可能！人家都说他们真的被打动了，殿君也说什么“不是女人的女人在唱歌...”。基本上就是一大堆对我表现感到不可思议的感叹。
选错人了啦！若知道自己会得 81.75 的高分，一定 P.K. 勇全。Since he said he would really want to P.K. me cause I really don't want to P.K. him.
3. 再一次拥有
景扬 and I were like rapping the lyrics at the last seconds in attempt to memorise them and we kept psychoing myself that I can beat 之耀, the scenario was crazy and super hilarious.
When I knew I had to sing, I already changed, so I wore t-shirt and shorts and jacket and HEELS and ran out to find people to tell me the lyrics, everyone stunned! Then, of course, I changed back into Birks.
心惊胆跳，最终我和之耀同时进了大决赛。
谢谢大家的支持！感谢你们的降临！我会努力的！我会让你们失望，我会然自己失望。
把一切的不愉快扔掉，让不勇敢的我勇敢向前！
Saturday, May 30, 2009
我真的很不开心
本来不是因该开开心心的吗？本来，那不是一种解脱吗？可是，现在非常懊恼。这是一种难言之苦，也是一种说不出的痛。也只有我，才能化解这悲伤。突破极限！可是如果那么轻易就可以办到的话，怎么叫做突破。如果那么轻易就可以超越的话，怎么叫做极限。
现在只可以说两个字 “努力”
再两个字 “加油”
再四个字 “坚持到底“
最后四个字 ”不能放弃”
真的不可以，你可以吗？
现在只可以说两个字 “努力”
再两个字 “加油”
再四个字 “坚持到底“
最后四个字 ”不能放弃”
真的不可以，你可以吗？
但，我不是你想像的那么勇敢。
Thursday, May 28, 2009
study WOOTS!
GENERAL PAPER BT2 is tomorrow. Let me, increase my vocab in a cool way!
Incapacitate (verb): prevent from functioning in a normal way
example: Loving you, incapacitated me.
Utopia (noun): an imagined place or state of things in which everything is perfect
Dystopia (noun): an imagined place or state in which everything is unpleasant or bad, typically a totalitarian or environmentally degraded one
example: Like a child, I live in a make-believe utopian sanctuary. While, the world is practically near the state of dystopia.
Okay, now I am lazy to think of examples. Let me retain the expensive brain temporarily for it'll drop in value tomorrow.
Incapacitate (verb): prevent from functioning in a normal way
example: Loving you, incapacitated me.
Utopia (noun): an imagined place or state of things in which everything is perfect
Dystopia (noun): an imagined place or state in which everything is unpleasant or bad, typically a totalitarian or environmentally degraded one
example: Like a child, I live in a make-believe utopian sanctuary. While, the world is practically near the state of dystopia.
Okay, now I am lazy to think of examples. Let me retain the expensive brain temporarily for it'll drop in value tomorrow.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
旁观者清，当局者迷
On my way to SPH last Saturday from school, I saw Peixuan, coincidentally we were both going to the MRT station. The first thing she asked was, "How's your class?"
I stumbled and fumbled and spoke the truth, "I don't know how to answer that question."
"So it is still the same?"
"The same?"
"Ya, I thought previously..."
At that moment I was touched that someone actually realised, I was also shocked that someone actually realised.
I replied "OMG! Was it so obvious? Oh ya it was that obvious..."
I spent almost my entire life either being jinxed or jinxing others. How fun is that! I can't help but blame it on my greed, or ignorant following back in November 1999. I left those who I had held dear for a chance of getting better a education. Still young and naïve, I took for granted the love I had the who were close, and moved on.
The next few years were hell. Although along the way I meet some friendly samaritans, they never stayed for long. Many just moved on with the crowd- go with the flow they said. Slowly, even the flow stopped passing by. While many who occasionally dropped by commented on how incredibly constant I've remain, it was I who was shocked at how constant they remained in their thinking and observation skills. Needless to say, I have changed. On the surface, the sea looks calm, but you won't know what's brewing inside.
Strangely enough, environments of religious beliefs took a 360° turn in it's attitude towards me. Hypocrisy and hostility are the kindest words I can bestow upon them. However, those are just the superficial reasons to why I left, why I am dreading and why I am confused. If I were to substantiate those adjectives, it would take a lifetime as things that happened never stop happening.
So when Gerard asked what I did for PE today, I told him, I was busy with being despised. No I am not helping my case when I am constantly laughing at myself.
At that moment I really needed a hug to assure me that everything is okay. But, no one is there.
As this wall of self-protecting mechanism is building in process, I remain...
Such an ambiguous post. 至少，当局者清楚来龙去脉了。
I stumbled and fumbled and spoke the truth, "I don't know how to answer that question."
"So it is still the same?"
"The same?"
"Ya, I thought previously..."
At that moment I was touched that someone actually realised, I was also shocked that someone actually realised.
I replied "OMG! Was it so obvious? Oh ya it was that obvious..."
I spent almost my entire life either being jinxed or jinxing others. How fun is that! I can't help but blame it on my greed, or ignorant following back in November 1999. I left those who I had held dear for a chance of getting better a education. Still young and naïve, I took for granted the love I had the who were close, and moved on.
The next few years were hell. Although along the way I meet some friendly samaritans, they never stayed for long. Many just moved on with the crowd- go with the flow they said. Slowly, even the flow stopped passing by. While many who occasionally dropped by commented on how incredibly constant I've remain, it was I who was shocked at how constant they remained in their thinking and observation skills. Needless to say, I have changed. On the surface, the sea looks calm, but you won't know what's brewing inside.
Strangely enough, environments of religious beliefs took a 360° turn in it's attitude towards me. Hypocrisy and hostility are the kindest words I can bestow upon them. However, those are just the superficial reasons to why I left, why I am dreading and why I am confused. If I were to substantiate those adjectives, it would take a lifetime as things that happened never stop happening.
So when Gerard asked what I did for PE today, I told him, I was busy with being despised. No I am not helping my case when I am constantly laughing at myself.
At that moment I really needed a hug to assure me that everything is okay. But, no one is there.
As this wall of self-protecting mechanism is building in process, I remain...
Such an ambiguous post. 至少，当局者清楚来龙去脉了。
Thursday, May 14, 2009
where's the will?
Yesterday, you took the last fitness test in your live and you've gotten a bronze. However, you have lost the capacity of a child to believe in miracles and to be fully convinced that nothing is impossible.
"Don't give up!"
"C'mon it's the last round"
"Bigger strides! And regulate your breathing!!"
All four of them shouted. They were running and pushing (Germaine did) and encouraged me at the same time. A part of me just wanted to say thank you and ask them to shut up while another part of me was caught in the dilemma of not wanting to let them down and giving up.
While running, many things flashed through my mind in the midst of trying to grasp for air and concentrate on not falling down amidst the racket. Mainly, it was about the 2.4 in secondary 4.
My class was full of athletes, as usual, the dancers, the runners and the uniform group people. Then there's me, the choir girl. It was the last year of secondary school life and I really wanted gold for NAPFA to look nice on my report book.
I remembered that fateful day before the run I told Vivian I would beat her, finally. Obviously, she took my words half-heartedly, but I wasn't going to let her off that easily. Throughout the run, I constantly pushed myself to be in front of her. Even when I knew she was far behind, I pressed on. I prayed and ran, at the same time being so proud of myself being so faithful and being so proud of God for giving me the strength I needed. So the bible said, ask and you shall be given, seek and ye shall find, knock and the door would be open unto you.
Needless to say, I got the grade for gold. However, I did not manage to attain a gold due to some problems with a hairy monster for 5 stations (but that's another story of its own). According to school's arrangements, I'll have to take a retest weeks after. Therefore meaning that I had to run again.
It was a really dramatic and horrifying experience after my first run as I fainted 6 times on the way to class and only decided to take the lift up to class on the 6th level after failing to literally crawl a flight of stairs. I would seriously rather die than relive that traumatic experience. Still, PE teacher didn't give in to my constant refusal to run- until I cried.
I can blame it on the form of running, blaming that it is psychologically different to run in one big round and 6 small rounds- preferring the former. I can blame it on the terrain for the difficulty in running, blaming it to be full of slopes that impedes our progression in speed- when thousands other Nan Huarians did the same thing. These are the supposedly flaws of the discrepancies in the testing of 2.4 I've fussed over.
Similarly, I found myself lost between finding a comfort zone within cynical and naïve. Often, I find myself, as ironic as it may sound, being on two sides at the same time. I was fighting an unnecessary battle in my head as I struggled to surpass my physical limits. The arguments used by both stands were often derived from unfounded worries and insignificant basis.
Nuff' said as I thank all those who ran my me and tried all means to assist me in passing. Really, I'm touched. I was just too exhausted after the run to say a word and too loner in class to talk to anyone.
Without strong will power, where would you stand in life?
Perhaps my limit rests where psychological will is unchallenged by physical inability.
All I really needed was solitude, away from the constant judging of the cruel society with person beside, quietly encouraging and pushing me on with words from the bottom of the heart. Because, at times, actions really cheers much louder than words.
"Don't give up!"
"C'mon it's the last round"
"Bigger strides! And regulate your breathing!!"
All four of them shouted. They were running and pushing (Germaine did) and encouraged me at the same time. A part of me just wanted to say thank you and ask them to shut up while another part of me was caught in the dilemma of not wanting to let them down and giving up.
While running, many things flashed through my mind in the midst of trying to grasp for air and concentrate on not falling down amidst the racket. Mainly, it was about the 2.4 in secondary 4.
My class was full of athletes, as usual, the dancers, the runners and the uniform group people. Then there's me, the choir girl. It was the last year of secondary school life and I really wanted gold for NAPFA to look nice on my report book.
I remembered that fateful day before the run I told Vivian I would beat her, finally. Obviously, she took my words half-heartedly, but I wasn't going to let her off that easily. Throughout the run, I constantly pushed myself to be in front of her. Even when I knew she was far behind, I pressed on. I prayed and ran, at the same time being so proud of myself being so faithful and being so proud of God for giving me the strength I needed. So the bible said, ask and you shall be given, seek and ye shall find, knock and the door would be open unto you.
Needless to say, I got the grade for gold. However, I did not manage to attain a gold due to some problems with a hairy monster for 5 stations (but that's another story of its own). According to school's arrangements, I'll have to take a retest weeks after. Therefore meaning that I had to run again.
It was a really dramatic and horrifying experience after my first run as I fainted 6 times on the way to class and only decided to take the lift up to class on the 6th level after failing to literally crawl a flight of stairs. I would seriously rather die than relive that traumatic experience. Still, PE teacher didn't give in to my constant refusal to run- until I cried.
I can blame it on the form of running, blaming that it is psychologically different to run in one big round and 6 small rounds- preferring the former. I can blame it on the terrain for the difficulty in running, blaming it to be full of slopes that impedes our progression in speed- when thousands other Nan Huarians did the same thing. These are the supposedly flaws of the discrepancies in the testing of 2.4 I've fussed over.
Similarly, I found myself lost between finding a comfort zone within cynical and naïve. Often, I find myself, as ironic as it may sound, being on two sides at the same time. I was fighting an unnecessary battle in my head as I struggled to surpass my physical limits. The arguments used by both stands were often derived from unfounded worries and insignificant basis.
Nuff' said as I thank all those who ran my me and tried all means to assist me in passing. Really, I'm touched. I was just too exhausted after the run to say a word and too loner in class to talk to anyone.
Without strong will power, where would you stand in life?
Perhaps my limit rests where psychological will is unchallenged by physical inability.
All I really needed was solitude, away from the constant judging of the cruel society with person beside, quietly encouraging and pushing me on with words from the bottom of the heart. Because, at times, actions really cheers much louder than words.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Replying tags
Realised my tagboard is dying and flooded with unreplied tags. so....
1.
cecilia: haha get your license with my dad! ie: learn from him! haha
cphy: Haha yea I can learn from him. Told my mom I would learn right after A's
2.
Ryan: women drivers. lol
cecilia: lol whats with male and the whole woman drivers thing
Ryan: specifically to bimbos, thankyou.
cphy: SHUT UP LRY! I know what or who you are referring to.
3.
yelin: here to say HI cos I m still not sleeping and there s school tmr!
cphy: HAHA you haven't broken my record of not sleeping and having school the next day. I just broke my own record yesterday. I think I slept at 4+.. O.o almost died of fatigue
4.
daCoolioDude: o.O no updates? haha=]
JPHM:D: eh, update larh. aft ur b'dae thn dowan update liao ah. -.-" always use comp but dowan to update.
cphy: UPDATED! I am trying to use the computer less ah! Besides, my life is not so colourful and appealing. Less updates won't really matter. Haha marcus your blog is more interesting la!! Just don't be so EMO!! My birthday you still need me to update meh? You were there wad...
5.
JPHM:D: and link me !!!!!!!!
cphy: I will (along with other people's blog) when I edit my template
6.
chunky: sorry! I went to watch tian leng on my bday larh... asked u u said no $ rmbr...
chunky: wanting jie herself cannot secure tickets leh. but dianjun said can ask box office I'm going to try this saturday haha =D so we might still have some hopes
cphy: REALLY NO MONEY MAH!! But if I knew there were no more tickets left I would have gone (even if I have to beg or borrow). try to get tickets ahh!! I WANNA WATCH!!!!!!
7.
daCoolioDude: 为什么说"为什么"？ =X
steph: hanoh. why why.
xinyue: 十万个为什么！so boliao ah. wei shen me what?
cphy: Haha 为什么 a lot of things. A lot, A LOT! =]
8.
xb: ♥your latest posts!!
1.
cecilia: haha get your license with my dad! ie: learn from him! haha
cphy: Haha yea I can learn from him. Told my mom I would learn right after A's
2.
Ryan: women drivers. lol
cecilia: lol whats with male and the whole woman drivers thing
Ryan: specifically to bimbos, thankyou.
cphy: SHUT UP LRY! I know what or who you are referring to.
3.
yelin: here to say HI cos I m still not sleeping and there s school tmr!
cphy: HAHA you haven't broken my record of not sleeping and having school the next day. I just broke my own record yesterday. I think I slept at 4+.. O.o almost died of fatigue
4.
daCoolioDude: o.O no updates? haha=]
JPHM:D: eh, update larh. aft ur b'dae thn dowan update liao ah. -.-" always use comp but dowan to update.
cphy: UPDATED! I am trying to use the computer less ah! Besides, my life is not so colourful and appealing. Less updates won't really matter. Haha marcus your blog is more interesting la!! Just don't be so EMO!! My birthday you still need me to update meh? You were there wad...
5.
JPHM:D: and link me !!!!!!!!
cphy: I will (along with other people's blog) when I edit my template
6.
chunky: sorry! I went to watch tian leng on my bday larh... asked u u said no $ rmbr...
chunky: wanting jie herself cannot secure tickets leh. but dianjun said can ask box office I'm going to try this saturday haha =D so we might still have some hopes
cphy: REALLY NO MONEY MAH!! But if I knew there were no more tickets left I would have gone (even if I have to beg or borrow). try to get tickets ahh!! I WANNA WATCH!!!!!!
7.
daCoolioDude: 为什么说"为什么"？ =X
steph: hanoh. why why.
xinyue: 十万个为什么！so boliao ah. wei shen me what?
cphy: Haha 为什么 a lot of things. A lot, A LOT! =]
8.
xb: ♥your latest posts!!
cphy: haha 过奖了, many others love ALL your posts!
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
就不多说，一句话就够。
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009
My 18th Birthday!
30 more minutes and it is (finally) over.
There is still this Saturday and it marks the end of the celebrations.
In total, a week.
In short, prolonged torture.
In all, short lived happiness.
In Chinese, 追求完美的路上，越不完美.
Still, I love all you who made this importantly insignificant day seem so insignificantly important. I took photos, though not a lot, and I may go in depth when I have the time and mood to.
For now, I shall return to actually writing my diary (if I actually not bore myself to death first)
I am officially 18!
Of all things, I am (I guess) most cite to get my driver's license. The rest just seem so importantly insignificant compared to the insignificantly important piece of paper that makes me legal on the road.
There is still this Saturday and it marks the end of the celebrations.
In total, a week.
In short, prolonged torture.
In all, short lived happiness.
In Chinese, 追求完美的路上，越不完美.
Still, I love all you who made this importantly insignificant day seem so insignificantly important. I took photos, though not a lot, and I may go in depth when I have the time and mood to.
For now, I shall return to actually writing my diary (if I actually not bore myself to death first)
I am officially 18!
Of all things, I am (I guess) most cite to get my driver's license. The rest just seem so importantly insignificant compared to the insignificantly important piece of paper that makes me legal on the road.
Happy earth day
Monday, April 20, 2009
1 Day and counting!
To be more exact, it is coming in 30 minutes!
Dinner out with the girls! I am really tired now, so I shall keep things real short.
Dinner was as expensive as expected, but Marche has NO SERVICE CHARGE!!! Damn cool!! Maybe we should go there more often.
I kinda realised I am the ONLY single soul! The girls and their boyfriends, FIANCE, etc... Amber had a great time making jokes about the China men and Steph with the Shiyong jokes. I was going crazy.
Although Ruth and Cheryl couldn't make it, but it is fine. We can always have another date.
You just gota love them.
I love them for loving me the way I used to and will always be.
&I love them for being them the way they were and how they blossomed to be.
Dinner out with the girls! I am really tired now, so I shall keep things real short.
Dinner was as expensive as expected, but Marche has NO SERVICE CHARGE!!! Damn cool!! Maybe we should go there more often.
I kinda realised I am the ONLY single soul! The girls and their boyfriends, FIANCE, etc... Amber had a great time making jokes about the China men and Steph with the Shiyong jokes. I was going crazy.
Although Ruth and Cheryl couldn't make it, but it is fine. We can always have another date.
You just gota love them.
I love them for loving me the way I used to and will always be.
&I love them for being them the way they were and how they blossomed to be.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
2 Days and counting!
YESTERDAY
Morning:
Played taboo with the couple
Had AWESOME branch
Afternoon:
Peixun Ying meeting
Had very nice jelly beans
Night:
Dinner at Villa Bali
Birthday cake from Valentino's
The Ng's and relatives came
Ng brothers and Png children went Vivo and did nothing
We then cabbed down to Katong for pool
I stink so badly at pool
Lost to both Ng brothers at pool
Wee hours of the morning:
5 of us sang
Yihan bought 2 bottles of Heineken and a bottle of Cola with 8% alcohol
Yikai can sing better than Yihan (basically, Yihan is monotonous)
Evil Yihan keeps ejecting my songs
He was so mean he pissed me off
TODAY
Morning:
Got dressed and slacked around the house
Afternoon:
Waited for an hour for people at Harbourfront MRT
While waiting I saw random people like Jiaying, Luyao, Junquan and Joy (and BF)
Talked to the 2 latter
Twan and Loo pang seh
lunched at Bistro 103 with Vic, KK and Weijia
Vic was so full he can barely walk
Went B&J's for a second round
Roamed Vivo aimlessly
Night:
Gobbled and swallowed dinner without tasting and chewing
Ran with heels to Esplanade
Late for CATS and had to sit outside
Missing the first 20 minutes left me blur for the rest of the show
Morning:
Played taboo with the couple
Had AWESOME branch
Afternoon:
Peixun Ying meeting
Had very nice jelly beans
Night:
Dinner at Villa Bali
Birthday cake from Valentino's
The Ng's and relatives came
Ng brothers and Png children went Vivo and did nothing
We then cabbed down to Katong for pool
I stink so badly at pool
Lost to both Ng brothers at pool
Wee hours of the morning:
5 of us sang
Yihan bought 2 bottles of Heineken and a bottle of Cola with 8% alcohol
Yikai can sing better than Yihan (basically, Yihan is monotonous)
Evil Yihan keeps ejecting my songs
He was so mean he pissed me off
TODAY
Morning:
Got dressed and slacked around the house
Afternoon:
Waited for an hour for people at Harbourfront MRT
While waiting I saw random people like Jiaying, Luyao, Junquan and Joy (and BF)
Talked to the 2 latter
Twan and Loo pang seh
lunched at Bistro 103 with Vic, KK and Weijia
Vic was so full he can barely walk
Went B&J's for a second round
Roamed Vivo aimlessly
Night:
Gobbled and swallowed dinner without tasting and chewing
Ran with heels to Esplanade
Late for CATS and had to sit outside
Missing the first 20 minutes left me blur for the rest of the show
Realised I got a cut on my finger (but don't know why)
I REGRET NOT BUYING THE CATS PROGRAM BOOKLET AND SOUNDTRACK SO MUCH!!
I REGRET NOT BUYING THE CATS PROGRAM BOOKLET AND SOUNDTRACK SO MUCH!!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
4 days and counting
You said
"I can always act like I don't care
But I can't pretend it doesn't affect me"
I am at Peixuan's house now!!!!!!!! Food was AWESOME! AWESOME!!!!! Dessert was great! I loved it when DJ said "IT IS FRIDAY NIGHT!!" This is my favourite period of the week, followed by Saturday. I hate Sunday, because the next day would be Monday and the dreaded week follows.
It was great to see the vibe J1s have towards IOTA, let's hope it really last. I would have to have an EXCO that actually functions! Please...
I say
"You can't stop things from happening
But you can change the way you view it"
"I can always act like I don't care
But I can't pretend it doesn't affect me"
I am at Peixuan's house now!!!!!!!! Food was AWESOME! AWESOME!!!!! Dessert was great! I loved it when DJ said "IT IS FRIDAY NIGHT!!" This is my favourite period of the week, followed by Saturday. I hate Sunday, because the next day would be Monday and the dreaded week follows.
It was great to see the vibe J1s have towards IOTA, let's hope it really last. I would have to have an EXCO that actually functions! Please...
I say
"You can't stop things from happening
But you can change the way you view it"
Thursday, April 16, 2009
5 Days and counting!
I was so tired after coming home from dinner yesterday that I just slept! (Oh no another break in the blogging chain!) The lethargy didn't subside and it was brought forward to today. I practically just stoned the whole day, couldn't concentrate at all! Thank God today was light (but at least I'm not as tired as Jonathan, he actually slept during one of the uninteresting dances and God bless him, he has training later.)
Breathing and heartbeat is getting more irregular.
Come what may!
and so in May, I shall treat NUS like home.
Appointment madness!!
Failed attempts to ask people out to study, and the other way don't always turn out good too!
&SO MANY THINGS just go on.. and on...
Breathing and heartbeat is getting more irregular.
Come what may!
and so in May, I shall treat NUS like home.
Appointment madness!!
Failed attempts to ask people out to study, and the other way don't always turn out good too!
&SO MANY THINGS just go on.. and on...
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
7 Days and counting!
Wow! Time flies..
I'm so tired right now, my eyes are all burnt out from all the knitting (even the mac battery is running low). I'm suddenly lost for words now, I blame it on tiredness.
Swam, studied with Joy, booked Marche, wasn't explicit enough, booking Bistro 103, going to message people, hated school, thank God for a short school day.
I've got loads more to crap, but there's no more energy left in my eyes to do so.
Individual Medley for 25m: 1 minute 23 seconds (SUPER SLOW!)
I'm so tired right now, my eyes are all burnt out from all the knitting (even the mac battery is running low). I'm suddenly lost for words now, I blame it on tiredness.
Swam, studied with Joy, booked Marche, wasn't explicit enough, booking Bistro 103, going to message people, hated school, thank God for a short school day.
I've got loads more to crap, but there's no more energy left in my eyes to do so.
Individual Medley for 25m: 1 minute 23 seconds (SUPER SLOW!)
Monday, April 13, 2009
8 Days and counting!
I was really kinda reluctant to go to school this morning because I was feeling really sick and monday is a long day! But surprisingly, today's lessons were really effective (I didn't sleep!).
I can't remember much about today except when Gerard asked me over and said he had something to tell me. Guess what, HE READ MY BLOG! Like WTS! I am lazy to type much, but he is funny. Thanks people! =]
I have much more to say about how birds of the same feathers flock together and how opposite poles attract and my theory of how the sucker loves gold-plated shit.
OHH LONG DAY TML! GATTACA! Swim! Long day!
& I knit the love =]
I can't remember much about today except when Gerard asked me over and said he had something to tell me. Guess what, HE READ MY BLOG! Like WTS! I am lazy to type much, but he is funny. Thanks people! =]
The day before, Ronald said he knew what the countdown was about (I find him hard to trust sometimes, he has too sweet a glib)
I have much more to say about how birds of the same feathers flock together and how opposite poles attract and my theory of how the sucker loves gold-plated shit.
OHH LONG DAY TML! GATTACA! Swim! Long day!
& I knit the love =]
Sunday, April 12, 2009
9 Days and counting!
I MISSED ONE DAY OF BLOGGING! OH NO I BROKE THE CHAIN!
Yesterday I had really bad tummy ache when I was about to go home, it became worse when I was actually on the train home! It felt like a thousand knifes piercing through. It was unbearable. Felt really cold on the way home, although I know xb and yf must have felt even colder because they were drenched from head to toe (and Yang Fan was in a WET singlet). I couldn't laugh although both them and Zheng Chao were super funny. The twins were pure evil I tell you. They know I cannot laugh but still said very funny things!
I went home. Rested. Had diarrhea. Rested and slept. I didn't even have the energy to get up to eat dinner and I just slept. Today morning I woke up really sick and I'm burning all over. I remembered FCY asking me this "Why you liddat, what did you do?" He was referring to me being sick.
I braved through QM despite the relentless pain of tonsillitis and hyperventilation and giddiness that came with my nervousness. I sang 再一次拥有 and 爱情旅程. THANKS TO THOSE WHO WAITED OUTSIDE FOR ME! =] THANK YELIN, JING YANG, YUHAN, XIAO BIN, YANG FAN, ZHENG CHAO! =] Thanks loads loads. Thanks for helping me to stimulate the auditions in TXY room and listening to be being nonsensical.
I loved yesterday morning though. Everyone not sleeping. Crapping (practically sprouting nonsense about the Ruffles chips) until around 6 in the morning. Everyone just lying everywhere to sleep.
And for the EMO kid, this is for you. Really hope things get better for you guys. Idk what happened, but I know you are really affected.
再一次拥有 Zai Yi Ci Yong You - Kong Shi Jia
Suddenly, 9 days later seemed meaningless.
Yesterday I had really bad tummy ache when I was about to go home, it became worse when I was actually on the train home! It felt like a thousand knifes piercing through. It was unbearable. Felt really cold on the way home, although I know xb and yf must have felt even colder because they were drenched from head to toe (and Yang Fan was in a WET singlet). I couldn't laugh although both them and Zheng Chao were super funny. The twins were pure evil I tell you. They know I cannot laugh but still said very funny things!
I went home. Rested. Had diarrhea. Rested and slept. I didn't even have the energy to get up to eat dinner and I just slept. Today morning I woke up really sick and I'm burning all over. I remembered FCY asking me this "Why you liddat, what did you do?" He was referring to me being sick.
I braved through QM despite the relentless pain of tonsillitis and hyperventilation and giddiness that came with my nervousness. I sang 再一次拥有 and 爱情旅程. THANKS TO THOSE WHO WAITED OUTSIDE FOR ME! =] THANK YELIN, JING YANG, YUHAN, XIAO BIN, YANG FAN, ZHENG CHAO! =] Thanks loads loads. Thanks for helping me to stimulate the auditions in TXY room and listening to be being nonsensical.
I loved yesterday morning though. Everyone not sleeping. Crapping (practically sprouting nonsense about the Ruffles chips) until around 6 in the morning. Everyone just lying everywhere to sleep.
And for the EMO kid, this is for you. Really hope things get better for you guys. Idk what happened, but I know you are really affected.
再一次拥有 Zai Yi Ci Yong You - Kong Shi Jia
Suddenly, 9 days later seemed meaningless.
呼吸声慢慢的坚强
周围的空气似乎都不见了
Friday, April 10, 2009
11 Days and counting!
Had an expensive branch. When all the way to Bedok to K. It was self-high all the way (meaning the enthusiasm isn't infectious). Rushed back to Clementi. Qun went my house. Bathed and passed motion. Conducted Pizza 101. Fetched the Lings. Ate. Played TOD. Did SAI KANG. Sianed. Blogging. Got scammed by LRY to do a stupid quiz. Blogged.
Is so dead for tomorrow's auditions.
SIANED. is falling MORE ill...
Is so dead for tomorrow's auditions.
SIANED. is falling MORE ill...
Thursday, April 09, 2009
12 Days and counting!
Wow, sports day! I'm surprised that I am here. Half the class is running, the other half is missing because there's only Stella and I on the gallery steps. Fiona was having a hard time just now because there wasn't enough people running.
Let's look at the list of eligible runners:
1. Christine: she was from track! (not running)
2. Eunice: does 2.4 damn well (running)
3. Germaine: from ODAC and always trains (running)
4. Dawn: rock climber who also always runs (running)
5. Alicia: is a dancer! (not running, dance SYF)
6. Georgina: just recovered from a hairline crack on her right ankle. (running)
7. cphy: like seriously, I would be their last resort. (OBVIOUSLY not running)
8. Stella: second last in class for 2.4. (not running)
9. Fiona: canoers can run like mad (running)
10. Benjamin: he can sprint all 2.4! (running)
11. Alfred: hurt his leg I guess (not running)
12. Mason: can sprint like siao! (running)
13. Thomas: he plays polo and does NAPFA with asthma (not running, lung infection)
14. Jonathan: hell yeah, marathon runner and sprinter, damn cool! (not running, season)
15. Cheney: drama kid, soccer fan, has sprinter legs (running)
16. Gerard: Track boy (not running, H3 consultation)
17. Nathanael: does crazy pull-ups! (not running)
18. Damien: can’t do sit up but he can run (not running)
19. John: has powerfully huge calves but sprained his ankle yesterday (running)
20. Januver: is super talented at sports or games (running)
21. Zachary: Permanent MC (not running)
22. Clement: soccer boy! (not running, knee injury)
I think it was heats 2, when loy fatt guys fell twice. The first guy laid flat on the floor for a while, it was hilarious. He only budged when someone went over to help him up. Along the way, he almost tripped again! From 2nd to last position, how sad.
We got a medal. We got 2nd place for B finals! We got back our PW results. I got a B. Went out with Jie Lei on a spontaneous lunch to gorge ourselves with sushi. Tuesday’s swim coach is disgusting. I am tired now. DEAD TIRED. Wee… tomorrow I am going to be singing. Wee… I am having a bad throat. Wee…. I think I am falling ill and developing a fever. Wee…. Food poisoning.
At that moment, all was lost.
没喜悦，没悲伤，没泪水，没欢呼。
沉重的气氛里，被麻醉的心灵特别的被重视。
一声不吭的，离开了教室。
心想，值得吗？
心想，天冷你在那里。
Thanks love, you make things better! =] (with this)
Let's look at the list of eligible runners:
1. Christine: she was from track! (not running)
2. Eunice: does 2.4 damn well (running)
3. Germaine: from ODAC and always trains (running)
4. Dawn: rock climber who also always runs (running)
5. Alicia: is a dancer! (not running, dance SYF)
6. Georgina: just recovered from a hairline crack on her right ankle. (running)
7. cphy: like seriously, I would be their last resort. (OBVIOUSLY not running)
8. Stella: second last in class for 2.4. (not running)
9. Fiona: canoers can run like mad (running)
10. Benjamin: he can sprint all 2.4! (running)
11. Alfred: hurt his leg I guess (not running)
12. Mason: can sprint like siao! (running)
13. Thomas: he plays polo and does NAPFA with asthma (not running, lung infection)
14. Jonathan: hell yeah, marathon runner and sprinter, damn cool! (not running, season)
15. Cheney: drama kid, soccer fan, has sprinter legs (running)
16. Gerard: Track boy (not running, H3 consultation)
17. Nathanael: does crazy pull-ups! (not running)
18. Damien: can’t do sit up but he can run (not running)
19. John: has powerfully huge calves but sprained his ankle yesterday (running)
20. Januver: is super talented at sports or games (running)
21. Zachary: Permanent MC (not running)
22. Clement: soccer boy! (not running, knee injury)
I think it was heats 2, when loy fatt guys fell twice. The first guy laid flat on the floor for a while, it was hilarious. He only budged when someone went over to help him up. Along the way, he almost tripped again! From 2nd to last position, how sad.
We got a medal. We got 2nd place for B finals! We got back our PW results. I got a B. Went out with Jie Lei on a spontaneous lunch to gorge ourselves with sushi. Tuesday’s swim coach is disgusting. I am tired now. DEAD TIRED. Wee… tomorrow I am going to be singing. Wee… I am having a bad throat. Wee…. I think I am falling ill and developing a fever. Wee…. Food poisoning.
At that moment, all was lost.
没喜悦，没悲伤，没泪水，没欢呼。
沉重的气氛里，被麻醉的心灵特别的被重视。
一声不吭的，离开了教室。
心想，值得吗？
心想，天冷你在那里。
Thanks love, you make things better! =] (with this)
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
13 Days and counting!
TOMORROW IS SPORTS DAY AND ON GOOD FRIDAY, BELOVED TXYs AND KARAOKE!
I totally slacked during P.E. I had no idea what to do! I guess Mr Yeo also gave up on us today, that's why he didn't insist on us going over to the hall. I heard there were games but I was confused because I am supposed to NAPFA but Mr Yeo did not test me and Gerard and You Rong said I had to do NAPFA. I'm lost! Turned out, there were games. All I did was sit at the gallery steps and copied Biology notes (absent from school, MC!). I also got suaned by Ben because I wasn't passing NAPFA (in fact I wasn't passing anything at all) and I am 'obstructing' the class from getting the cash prize for having 100% passes in NAPFA in the class.
In the morning, Alfred told me that he read my blog! Zomg zomg zomg! Having a person in class knowing your blog and yourself being not exactly a fan of school is certainly something not very pleasant (fragmented sentence structure, please consider revising, LRY, help!).
Today, I've finally gotten the answer to the question Mr Toh had for us during moral ed yesterday. The most statement that irritates me the most is "How much did you score for ...?". Stupid Gerard and Niang! Keep reminding me that I have bad grades and that I'm a chief editor who failed GP (and everything else). Happens so that there was a stack of model essays being passed around for everyone to have a copy each, so one of them said "chief editor, why is your essay not inside?" They are real jerks! But, you haven't seen the worst of the Saints.
Those guys are just making fun of me (all the time) but that's just at most being childish and immature. The real evil is hypocrisy. Need I say more?
Today's econs and maths tutorials made me laugh! Ting's not listening in class and questioning Mr Peh's questions and John being called 'Mr Kiasu' by Mr Toh (after he spent sleepless nights thinking who John resembles.)
Right now i'm impatiently awaiting formy sisiter to reach Cityvibes (Clementi’s new shopping centre). I asked her over so that we can both get something to eat before dinner because I do not have enough money to get both her bubble tea and my snack.
I can’t wait till mom gives the green light for my dental surgical operation. BRACES!!! (and implants) OH THE HORROR AND THE PAIN!
Joke of the day: On the way home, my half eaten fish ball flew out of the stick while I was being dramatic (again)
I totally slacked during P.E. I had no idea what to do! I guess Mr Yeo also gave up on us today, that's why he didn't insist on us going over to the hall. I heard there were games but I was confused because I am supposed to NAPFA but Mr Yeo did not test me and Gerard and You Rong said I had to do NAPFA. I'm lost! Turned out, there were games. All I did was sit at the gallery steps and copied Biology notes (absent from school, MC!). I also got suaned by Ben because I wasn't passing NAPFA (in fact I wasn't passing anything at all) and I am 'obstructing' the class from getting the cash prize for having 100% passes in NAPFA in the class.
In the morning, Alfred told me that he read my blog! Zomg zomg zomg! Having a person in class knowing your blog and yourself being not exactly a fan of school is certainly something not very pleasant (fragmented sentence structure, please consider revising, LRY, help!).
Today, I've finally gotten the answer to the question Mr Toh had for us during moral ed yesterday. The most statement that irritates me the most is "How much did you score for ...?". Stupid Gerard and Niang! Keep reminding me that I have bad grades and that I'm a chief editor who failed GP (and everything else). Happens so that there was a stack of model essays being passed around for everyone to have a copy each, so one of them said "chief editor, why is your essay not inside?" They are real jerks! But, you haven't seen the worst of the Saints.
Those guys are just making fun of me (all the time) but that's just at most being childish and immature. The real evil is hypocrisy. Need I say more?
Today's econs and maths tutorials made me laugh! Ting's not listening in class and questioning Mr Peh's questions and John being called 'Mr Kiasu' by Mr Toh (after he spent sleepless nights thinking who John resembles.)
Right now i'm impatiently awaiting formy sisiter to reach Cityvibes (Clementi’s new shopping centre). I asked her over so that we can both get something to eat before dinner because I do not have enough money to get both her bubble tea and my snack.
I can’t wait till mom gives the green light for my dental surgical operation. BRACES!!! (and implants) OH THE HORROR AND THE PAIN!
Joke of the day: On the way home, my half eaten fish ball flew out of the stick while I was being dramatic (again)
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
14 Days and counting!
14 is a lovely number!
Since I know my 1 hour computer time wouldn't be able to fit in fb and blogging, I shall now make use of my break in school to blog! (And then study, since I'm alone in class, again)
For now, things have been very hilarious in school (and I hope it would stay that way, it keeps me awake)
1. It was hilarious how one is so fickle and has her opinion easily swayed and having no principles of her own. Suddenly, I pity her a lot. Suddenly, I feel fortunate not to be regarded as a friend. Suddenly, I think I should try taking on Gerard's advice.
2. It was also hilarious looking at the new ez-link card photos of others. From left to right, from top to bottom, we have: (top row) Damien Niang, Zachary Yong, Eunice Khoo, Dawn Lim, (bottom row) Germaine Leng, Fiona Tan, Stella Lim, Georgina Low. Enjoy.
No more swimming again today :( this is awful. I have lessons until 6pm in school, with only 2 30mins break (now and 2.30pm). Hope I can still consume my medications on time. I haven't been a really good girl recently and medicine taste disgusting!
Something funny certainly did happen doing moral ed. We were told to state what actions and emotions irritate us and Mr Toh said something like "I hope this doesn't rub you down the wrong way" and John said "what way". It was sick yet funny at the same time. There was also Alicia's domineering friend whom she tries to be patient with and Clement accidentally revealed the friend was a 'he'. Not unexpected though, just funny.
GP P1 review was also entertaining. It was Casey Leong lecturing, of course it is good! Come the P2 review, there was a strong juxtaposition when Anson Pang lectured. It was hard to keep awake (and excited) for his portion of the review when the peak has passed.
The best is yet to come! J1s and J2s had a clash of lecture venue. It was hilarious how the students (mainly J2s) tried to fuel the tension between the teachers by shouting "fight, fight! Fight!" They were oblivious to the fact that the teachers can't hear them in the midst of much noise or confusion (and maybe they were ignoring them).
Finally, our hopes of having chemistry lecture cancelled were dashed. Being outnumbered, we were forced to retreat to the AVA, a small hut with its sole residents being choristers. All I can say for Chemistry lecture is that people should just stop complaining and suck it up and just listen.
So here I am, stuck in a terrible traffic jam along Bukit Timah road during dinnertime. I thank God for making such a long and supposedly dreary school day especially hilarious.
Today, I've laughed more than I had in this year!
Monday, April 06, 2009
15 Days and counting!
I have decided, I would only use the computer for an hour each day. I must admit, it is tough.
I got back my results for BT1 today. Failed EVERYTHING! Not that I didn't see it coming, I was just hoping for the best. School seemed really short today although it ended at 3.30pm! I guess it was the nature of the lessons (and how I slept during Chemistry tutorials, I guess Ong was really pissed because almost everyone fell asleep).
Another reason why I don't want to turn 18: PMT Conference is on my birthday!!!
Today Gerard was being especially nice and offered to talk to me and asked me really weird questions. He was really frustrated today, over something we both know. There is a reason why I hate school. The really idiotic people! Welcome to the DARK side of the Saints... how ironic.
I am typing really fast right now! Trying to be a wee bit discipline right now! Although I would not use the Mac, maybe I'll leave iTunes running since I do not have an iPod to listen to music. Maybe next time I shall not fb so much!
I cannot wait for friday!
2 more days of school! <3
I LOVE THIS WEEK!
TOP ONE OR BEDOK HERE I COME!
I got back my results for BT1 today. Failed EVERYTHING! Not that I didn't see it coming, I was just hoping for the best. School seemed really short today although it ended at 3.30pm! I guess it was the nature of the lessons (and how I slept during Chemistry tutorials, I guess Ong was really pissed because almost everyone fell asleep).
Another reason why I don't want to turn 18: PMT Conference is on my birthday!!!
Today Gerard was being especially nice and offered to talk to me and asked me really weird questions. He was really frustrated today, over something we both know. There is a reason why I hate school. The really idiotic people! Welcome to the DARK side of the Saints... how ironic.
I am typing really fast right now! Trying to be a wee bit discipline right now! Although I would not use the Mac, maybe I'll leave iTunes running since I do not have an iPod to listen to music. Maybe next time I shall not fb so much!
I cannot wait for friday!
2 more days of school! <3
I LOVE THIS WEEK!
TOP ONE OR BEDOK HERE I COME!
Sunday, April 05, 2009
16 Days and counting!
Today's post shall be short: did nothing I should have done and slept real late.
SHORT and sweet! =]
SHORT and sweet! =]
Saturday, April 04, 2009
17 Days and counting!
17 more days!!!! I cannot wait, but now, somehow, I don't want it to come. Now it just feels like nothing special would happen. Yea 18! So what?
*双胞胎之战*
I'm so tired (and I'm screwing my sleep cycle up) even though there was really nothing going on today. I guess the heat while walking to the Pasir Laba camp site cooked my brain and kept me consistently dehydrated and giddy.
It was family day but since Zhi Peng's family isn't free, Yuhan and I went over. Foxtrot, bed 10, I remember. Zhi Peng tried to pass as off as family, naming one of us as Lee Xiao Hui, but failed. With such an awful name, who would wanna be his next-of-kin? I'm so sad Victor isn't in camp!
Fan Zhi Wei is really a block of wood. Cannot communicate! &Yuhan laughs...
Well, it wasn’t that bad being home for dinner. There’s my favourite soup and I got to eat pepper crabs!!!!! =] I should really ought to get people home for dinner on Saturdays since there would be so much food! Then, I won’t get scolded by my mom.
*双胞胎之战*
There is supposed to be a photo, but I'm lazy to upload.
What is a JC2 doing, not studying on a weekend evening? What is she doing on the 7th floor of the SPH building watching people play ball and why is she actually eating her medicine here?
Today's activities were every light, yet some how exasperating. Many things are set in place, although still not cast in stone.
Watching them play brings back a lot of memories, good memories, wonderful memories. But, memories are in fact just pure memories.
It makes you think, how miraculous it is that a simple game of bball actually reflects the on-goings of the whole organisation. The way things are done now (competitive, swift and concentrated) and they things were being done previously (friendly, casual and FUN).
I finally realise why people disappear after a while. It is this sense of disconnectedness and generation gap that makes one lose the initial fire and passion that burned.
I can't believe it, but I actually miss those guys! I miss the Hwa Chong gang, I miss the crazy girls, I miss the NTU monsters. I miss all of them so much! I miss them so much that I feel like crying.
I am so sian now. What am I doing here? Why am I not home? Why am I not studying? Oh no! I'm confused, terribly.
Let me get away!
But as Celin Dion sings "When you want it the most, there no easy way out"
So I went home alone. Xiao Bin, Yang Fan and Yelin would be dining and if I don't go home for dinner again, my mom would freak! I was sleeping and I missed the Hwa Chong stop, I know I wasn't fast enough to spot the KAP bus stop so I alighted at 6th avenue.
What is a JC2 doing, not studying on a weekend evening? What is she doing on the 7th floor of the SPH building watching people play ball and why is she actually eating her medicine here?
Today's activities were every light, yet some how exasperating. Many things are set in place, although still not cast in stone.
Watching them play brings back a lot of memories, good memories, wonderful memories. But, memories are in fact just pure memories.
It makes you think, how miraculous it is that a simple game of bball actually reflects the on-goings of the whole organisation. The way things are done now (competitive, swift and concentrated) and they things were being done previously (friendly, casual and FUN).
I finally realise why people disappear after a while. It is this sense of disconnectedness and generation gap that makes one lose the initial fire and passion that burned.
I can't believe it, but I actually miss those guys! I miss the Hwa Chong gang, I miss the crazy girls, I miss the NTU monsters. I miss all of them so much! I miss them so much that I feel like crying.
I am so sian now. What am I doing here? Why am I not home? Why am I not studying? Oh no! I'm confused, terribly.
Let me get away!
But as Celin Dion sings "When you want it the most, there no easy way out"
So I went home alone. Xiao Bin, Yang Fan and Yelin would be dining and if I don't go home for dinner again, my mom would freak! I was sleeping and I missed the Hwa Chong stop, I know I wasn't fast enough to spot the KAP bus stop so I alighted at 6th avenue.
On the way home, I just remembered to take my medicine. BUT, I forgot that I had to take my medicine on the way home so I let Yang Fan finish my water. So, I drank milo to swallow the pill instead. I tried pushing it down my throat with saliva but it doesn't work. Felt awful!
I'm so tired (and I'm screwing my sleep cycle up) even though there was really nothing going on today. I guess the heat while walking to the Pasir Laba camp site cooked my brain and kept me consistently dehydrated and giddy.
It was family day but since Zhi Peng's family isn't free, Yuhan and I went over. Foxtrot, bed 10, I remember. Zhi Peng tried to pass as off as family, naming one of us as Lee Xiao Hui, but failed. With such an awful name, who would wanna be his next-of-kin? I'm so sad Victor isn't in camp!
Fan Zhi Wei is really a block of wood. Cannot communicate! &Yuhan laughs...
Well, it wasn’t that bad being home for dinner. There’s my favourite soup and I got to eat pepper crabs!!!!! =] I should really ought to get people home for dinner on Saturdays since there would be so much food! Then, I won’t get scolded by my mom.
Friday, April 03, 2009
18 Days and counting!
The badly swollen tonsils and the strong urge to sing.
Oh no! I heard on the radio, that there's this old man who experienced discomfort in the tummy and died. Oh no! Would I die? What if I did? Choy choy choi!
I'm on the taxi now and there's this really cute care with orange paint and pretty prints all over. It is super cute! I'm super random.
Just watched 12 rounds and it wa really interesting! I was like "how could anyone be so smart?". Through this, I've thought of coming up with a very interesting game. No prices for guessing though, it is pretty much obvious.
I had medical leave for today and spent the whole day in an attempt to tidy up my very messy room. I took a photo of it with photo booth and showed LRY.
Although I caved in when my dogs are let loose around the house, I just can't bare to let them roam around the house alone. Jojo don't really care if she has company, but Mon Mon is very dependent on me and sticks very close to me too! He is the loveliest thing! Just a little bit hard to communicate with sometimes.
What did I accomplish today?
I did manage to take all my medications that is required of me for lunch, and I would be taking my dinner medications soon =]
To which should be satisfied?
Oh no! I heard on the radio, that there's this old man who experienced discomfort in the tummy and died. Oh no! Would I die? What if I did? Choy choy choi!
I'm on the taxi now and there's this really cute care with orange paint and pretty prints all over. It is super cute! I'm super random.
Just watched 12 rounds and it wa really interesting! I was like "how could anyone be so smart?". Through this, I've thought of coming up with a very interesting game. No prices for guessing though, it is pretty much obvious.
I had medical leave for today and spent the whole day in an attempt to tidy up my very messy room. I took a photo of it with photo booth and showed LRY.
Although I caved in when my dogs are let loose around the house, I just can't bare to let them roam around the house alone. Jojo don't really care if she has company, but Mon Mon is very dependent on me and sticks very close to me too! He is the loveliest thing! Just a little bit hard to communicate with sometimes.
What did I accomplish today?
I did manage to take all my medications that is required of me for lunch, and I would be taking my dinner medications soon =]
18 days!!! Any suggestions on places for food? (That is affordable yet good)
Thursday, April 02, 2009
Swim Team
Swim was great today, I got the chance of honing my skills for my favourite swim stroke. I need to get the left hand correct! The right hand and the kick is perfectly fine... Just my left hand! After perfecting the form, time to work on the function. Aim: make freestyle my niche and practically glide on water!
Today was also awesome because someone is not on duty!! Whoo-oo! This is a bit mean, but he isn't exactly someone pleasantly normal. Besides, I won't want people I know seeing me in a swimsuit! Not to mention that the someone is a person of the opposite gender.
2 days (or as my sister says, 1 day) of medical leave from school is totally awesome and fabulous and I guess that means I won't be going down to get my results.
But, frequenting the hospital would mean more medicine. Although they taste really horrid, the gooy syrup and corn-flour like chewy table, I have learnt my lesson to consume them with pride and honour for they don't come cheap. To prove that I'm taking my medication seriously, I've packed my bottles and tablets into a nice, big, blue, semi-transparent Acuvue plastic ziplog bag. I plan to carry this 'burden' around until one day, it is all gone! People, next time if you see me, please remind me to eat my medicine especially before, during and after meals period. DO NOT allow me to get away with "later then eat" for the later would never come!
No school tomorrow, life concert's tomorrow. Although I know I should always place God as first priority, somehow I just can't have sufficient drive and determination to do that.
What is stopping me?
What is stopping you?
Today was also awesome because someone is not on duty!! Whoo-oo! This is a bit mean, but he isn't exactly someone pleasantly normal. Besides, I won't want people I know seeing me in a swimsuit! Not to mention that the someone is a person of the opposite gender.
2 days (or as my sister says, 1 day) of medical leave from school is totally awesome and fabulous and I guess that means I won't be going down to get my results.
But, frequenting the hospital would mean more medicine. Although they taste really horrid, the gooy syrup and corn-flour like chewy table, I have learnt my lesson to consume them with pride and honour for they don't come cheap. To prove that I'm taking my medication seriously, I've packed my bottles and tablets into a nice, big, blue, semi-transparent Acuvue plastic ziplog bag. I plan to carry this 'burden' around until one day, it is all gone! People, next time if you see me, please remind me to eat my medicine especially before, during and after meals period. DO NOT allow me to get away with "later then eat" for the later would never come!
No school tomorrow, life concert's tomorrow. Although I know I should always place God as first priority, somehow I just can't have sufficient drive and determination to do that.
What is stopping me?
What is stopping you?
Another visit to NUH
Like a Frankenstein, I'm falling apart. I need my Einstein to put the bolts and nuts back together again.
I'm Now blogging from NUH, but how on earth is that possible right? Well, it is possible to first draft it out on outlook email and send it over to my email and copy and paste and post! This is a long tedious process, but there is an even longer wait here.
I wasn't feeling too well, my stomach ached again. I have no idea why, but it actually is affecting my breathing and I'm experiencing giddiness (how does it both link?). This started from yesterday and I went home to rest instead, which resulted in me sleeping the whole of yesterday. I should be studying right now, but I can't concentrate (maybe, I can after doing this).
It will be a long wait! I'll b missing out on maths lecture, econs tutorial, chemistry consultations. It is not that I really care, but I think I should. (Come again the grey area between duty and one's willingness, or the moral obligations of duty being one's willingness) A mother was just heard shouting over the phone that she'd be bringing her daughter to Gleneagles because receiving medical treatment at NUH (which she said as NUS) would take around 2 hours. It is almost 1.30pm, what about my swimming lesson?
Had lunch at NUH main lobby and the food was inedible! Cast away all stereotypes that hospital food is plain and unfit for human consumption. Unfit for human consumption I must definitely agree, but it is about the food fare sold here. Plain is an under rated comment on the taste of the food here! I must say, it is bursting with flavour. I'm not coining a hyperbole here and I'm serious with the food having much flavour, perhaps a little too much. When I got my order, I was practically taken aback by the looks of the food (I almost wanted to step back and run away, but too late, I've paid). The char siew rice looked oddly coloured. The meat was black and brown, such a special colour, away from the norm of red coloured meat. When I took a bite, it was as salty as eating a teaspoon of salt. What was meant to be an appetite-whetting meal that costs $3 turned to be a case of paying money to stuff the inedible down my fussy throat. While eating that absolutely horrid dish, I was pining for the real taste of sweet char siew back at Bradelle.
I am still waiting and the sky is turning threatening. The NUH emergency has an increasing number of injured SAF soldiers. I'm getting tired and all my sentences do not make sense when put together.
I can't wait for tomorrow!!! It would be a very significant day when I'll start the countdown to a very special day that marks the existence of a very special person that is dear to me :)
Since, there is still time, I can write about yesterday. There was nothing special going on yesterday but I remembered being exceptional joyous at night. This is the second time such unexplanable feeling of extreme positiveness fell on me.
I'm looking forward to seeing the doctor, looking forward to getting home, looking forward to swimming, looking forward to any karaoke session (which I hope lingying would really have one because I heard the newbies talking about it last week) and I'm looking forward to tomorrow! Thus this post ended at 2 (with the author still at the hospital after waiting for an hour and a half)
I'm Now blogging from NUH, but how on earth is that possible right? Well, it is possible to first draft it out on outlook email and send it over to my email and copy and paste and post! This is a long tedious process, but there is an even longer wait here.
I wasn't feeling too well, my stomach ached again. I have no idea why, but it actually is affecting my breathing and I'm experiencing giddiness (how does it both link?). This started from yesterday and I went home to rest instead, which resulted in me sleeping the whole of yesterday. I should be studying right now, but I can't concentrate (maybe, I can after doing this).
It will be a long wait! I'll b missing out on maths lecture, econs tutorial, chemistry consultations. It is not that I really care, but I think I should. (Come again the grey area between duty and one's willingness, or the moral obligations of duty being one's willingness) A mother was just heard shouting over the phone that she'd be bringing her daughter to Gleneagles because receiving medical treatment at NUH (which she said as NUS) would take around 2 hours. It is almost 1.30pm, what about my swimming lesson?
Had lunch at NUH main lobby and the food was inedible! Cast away all stereotypes that hospital food is plain and unfit for human consumption. Unfit for human consumption I must definitely agree, but it is about the food fare sold here. Plain is an under rated comment on the taste of the food here! I must say, it is bursting with flavour. I'm not coining a hyperbole here and I'm serious with the food having much flavour, perhaps a little too much. When I got my order, I was practically taken aback by the looks of the food (I almost wanted to step back and run away, but too late, I've paid). The char siew rice looked oddly coloured. The meat was black and brown, such a special colour, away from the norm of red coloured meat. When I took a bite, it was as salty as eating a teaspoon of salt. What was meant to be an appetite-whetting meal that costs $3 turned to be a case of paying money to stuff the inedible down my fussy throat. While eating that absolutely horrid dish, I was pining for the real taste of sweet char siew back at Bradelle.
I am still waiting and the sky is turning threatening. The NUH emergency has an increasing number of injured SAF soldiers. I'm getting tired and all my sentences do not make sense when put together.
I can't wait for tomorrow!!! It would be a very significant day when I'll start the countdown to a very special day that marks the existence of a very special person that is dear to me :)
Since, there is still time, I can write about yesterday. There was nothing special going on yesterday but I remembered being exceptional joyous at night. This is the second time such unexplanable feeling of extreme positiveness fell on me.
I'm looking forward to seeing the doctor, looking forward to getting home, looking forward to swimming, looking forward to any karaoke session (which I hope lingying would really have one because I heard the newbies talking about it last week) and I'm looking forward to tomorrow! Thus this post ended at 2 (with the author still at the hospital after waiting for an hour and a half)
I'm coming back! This time, with more medications (and specialists appointments)! Lord I pray for determination and discipline to actually eat those disgusting chemicals.
Monday, March 30, 2009
It's a love love journey
It is really a journey from school to Shaw (Lido), along the way I saw long lost friends. Daichao spotted me, I spotted Yong Yue. There was this real special kind of feeling, it was nostalgic. =] Love the pleasant surprises, would love it more if there were more pleasant surprises.
Surprisingly met Cecilia on the way up the long escalators of Shaw (Lido). I love that place! I love the memories, I love the way the memories are able to influence the mind. I would love to relive the memories again. I would love to do so many things. I really would love to...
So, all thanks to DJ, we got complimentary passes to watch a movie! LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOADS!! THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS SO SO SO SO MUCH! =] 2 girls, 2 passes, 1 chick flick "He's just NOT that into you". I realised we both laugh at the same unique parts that the other people do not.
From the whole movie, I've learnt something new and reinforced my belief.
A guy would do EVERYTHING and ANYTHING if he wants to go out with you
Fairy tales do not just happen in Disney, I will have mine too! <3
To Thia,
勇敢的美女大小姐，虽然我不知道你会不会看到我的部落阁，但我想告诉你，你很勇敢！我超级的佩服，万分之一的佩服，百分之百的为你高兴，至少你有了答案（而我永远不会知道）。世界很大！你一定会幸福的！
Surprisingly met Cecilia on the way up the long escalators of Shaw (Lido). I love that place! I love the memories, I love the way the memories are able to influence the mind. I would love to relive the memories again. I would love to do so many things. I really would love to...
So, all thanks to DJ, we got complimentary passes to watch a movie! LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOADS!! THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS SO SO SO SO MUCH! =] 2 girls, 2 passes, 1 chick flick "He's just NOT that into you". I realised we both laugh at the same unique parts that the other people do not.
From the whole movie, I've learnt something new and reinforced my belief.
A guy would do EVERYTHING and ANYTHING if he wants to go out with you
Fairy tales do not just happen in Disney, I will have mine too! <3
To Thia,
勇敢的美女大小姐，虽然我不知道你会不会看到我的部落阁，但我想告诉你，你很勇敢！我超级的佩服，万分之一的佩服，百分之百的为你高兴，至少你有了答案（而我永远不会知道）。世界很大！你一定会幸福的！
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Tagged on Facebook by Lydia, Cecilia, Yuxiang, Yelin, Silei, Dianjun, Yuhan
PICK 20 RANDOM PEOPLE.. DON’T READ THE QUESTIONS
THIS IS MUCH MORE FUN WITHOUT CHEATING
1. Lydia
2. Cecilia
3. Dianjun
4. Silei
5. Yuxiang
6. Yelin
7. Xiao Bin
8. Yang Fan
9. Guo Chang
10. Yuhan
11. Yuhui
12. Tangjie
13.Cheng Siang
14. Siying
15. Xian Hui
16. Jun Zhan
17. Bo Cheng
18. Ren Yuan
19. Edna
20. Damien
THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10? (Yuhan)
Heard a lot about the very very very noisy girl and I was shocked that someone can out noise me. Well we just met one fine day in SPH, I forgot the occasion.
• How did u meet 6? (Yelin)
HOHOHO! Ying Xin of R23. She was the highest in her group during her own orientation. She was the FIRST of R23 to add me on Facebook. By the name of Eleen, I forgot who that was but I remembered the face.
• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated? (Damien and Xian Hui)
Firstly, they are not each other's type! Secondly, I doubt they are very close. But, if they were to get together I would be so happy for them!!!!! =] Erm, but it won't last because.. (refer to point one)
• Did you ever like 9? (Guo Chang)
As friends, of course! Fellow TXYs man! Super super super cute guy and a really cute character too! Romantically, impossible. Not my type =]
• How did u meet 4? (Silei)
Seriously, I forgot how I really got to know her. Obviously I met her in SPH, such a big shot (and big head) hard to not see her around.
• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? (Lydia and Cecilia)
If the were lesbians maybe. If they are not, maybe too! Erm, I just don't see a future for them.
• Describe 8. (Yang Fan)
He is nice, has good taste for music, hopelessly racist, very funny, super spontaneous, sporty, is single, has a fetish with flying fringes, once had a crush on a girl, loves basketball, lives in Clementi, lost his wallet many times, has funny cards in his wallet, has a twin, is the younger twin, can't wait to be 18, studies in HCI, sings "You make me wanna" well. This is what I gathered from Saturday (TXY day).
• Do you like 12? (Tangjie)
Ya duh! If not, why would I study with her, shop with her and bought the exact same shoe design as her? Although sometimes we do get on each others' nerves, she never fails to let me see things in a really different light.
• Tell me something about 17. (Bo Cheng)
He is too protective of people, studies in HCJC, hides behind girls while playing dodge-starchballs, is really sad to get hit numerous times by the starchballs even though he was hiding behind girls, is in publicity for huang chen, attracted many girls during Ying Xin R24, has a huge ego, is a silently nice guy (when I mean silently, it is really quiet as gold!), has a brother in TXY, is a busy guy now, was super stressed out during Ying Xin R24, is constantly irritated by me.
• How did u meet 7? (Xiao Bin)
HAHAHAHA! Oh the sweet coincidence! I spotted him during Ying Xin R23. Then, I really wanted to bash him up because he said something bad and had a real qian bian look during one of the games.
• How did u meet 13? (Cheng Siang)
One day, he walked into the TXY room while TJ and I were studying. He said something witty (as usual) and Lydia and Ruoxi commented on how unusual behaviour his was. That was the start of something sweet yet tragic.
• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you? (Lydia)
Erm... she wouldn't. But if that really happens *touches wood*, I would say "Sorry, this is not meant to be!"
• When was the last time you talked to number 15? (Xian Hui)
Virtually, it was yesterday over MSN. Face to face, it was on Saturday! =]
• How did u meet 16? (Jun Zhan)
It was during Ying Xin R22, my own orientation. He led my group around for the amazing race game. Then, he was really quiet and we seldom spoke. I thought he was scary! Although that impression only lasted for the orientation.
• Would you ever date 3? (Dian Jun)
Why not? We just went out on Friday, along with the drinking gang! Stuffed sushi down our throats like there's no tomorrow!
• Would u date 11? (Yuhui)
This is hilarious. Of course I would. If he even replies me on MSN and my SMSes!! Sleepovers are enough I guessed. We had numerous sleepovers. Dates? NONE! Haha, we are fellow April babies anyways (I don't know how this links up)
• What is 10's last name? (Yuhan)
Thia!
• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 5? (Yuxiang)
NO! Friend, possible. Lifelong partners, no way! I bet he would agree too, he wouldn't wanna be deaf.
• How did u meet 18? (Ren Yuan)
When Shu Wen called Ren Yuan and Yuhui over for a game of daidi during Tianying Chalet back in June 2007.
• What do you think about 20? (Damien)
He is weird yet unique. He is special and smart, yet lazy.
• What would you like to tell 14 right now? (Siying)
ZOMG! I want to see your ezlink card photo too!!! OSY!
• How did you meet 19? (Edna)
When Shu Wen pulled Edna out to help me open the gate during their Wen Hua Ying meeting. She was sporting her famously huge shoes and a really interesting t-shirt.
• What would u say to 3: (Dian Jun)
Let's both get good grades for A's!
• When did u last see 4? (Silei)
We both don't know the exact answer to that. But if I wasn't wrong, it was on one of the Saturdays where we held Ying Xin R24 meeting.
This is really amazing. I have no idea how I actually am able to conjure up all these memories when I fail to remember what to even study for tests (not to mention ace them!)
THIS IS MUCH MORE FUN WITHOUT CHEATING
1. Lydia
2. Cecilia
3. Dianjun
4. Silei
5. Yuxiang
6. Yelin
7. Xiao Bin
8. Yang Fan
9. Guo Chang
10. Yuhan
11. Yuhui
12. Tangjie
13.Cheng Siang
14. Siying
15. Xian Hui
16. Jun Zhan
17. Bo Cheng
18. Ren Yuan
19. Edna
20. Damien
THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10? (Yuhan)
Heard a lot about the very very very noisy girl and I was shocked that someone can out noise me. Well we just met one fine day in SPH, I forgot the occasion.
• How did u meet 6? (Yelin)
HOHOHO! Ying Xin of R23. She was the highest in her group during her own orientation. She was the FIRST of R23 to add me on Facebook. By the name of Eleen, I forgot who that was but I remembered the face.
• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated? (Damien and Xian Hui)
Firstly, they are not each other's type! Secondly, I doubt they are very close. But, if they were to get together I would be so happy for them!!!!! =] Erm, but it won't last because.. (refer to point one)
• Did you ever like 9? (Guo Chang)
As friends, of course! Fellow TXYs man! Super super super cute guy and a really cute character too! Romantically, impossible. Not my type =]
• How did u meet 4? (Silei)
Seriously, I forgot how I really got to know her. Obviously I met her in SPH, such a big shot (and big head) hard to not see her around.
• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? (Lydia and Cecilia)
If the were lesbians maybe. If they are not, maybe too! Erm, I just don't see a future for them.
• Describe 8. (Yang Fan)
He is nice, has good taste for music, hopelessly racist, very funny, super spontaneous, sporty, is single, has a fetish with flying fringes, once had a crush on a girl, loves basketball, lives in Clementi, lost his wallet many times, has funny cards in his wallet, has a twin, is the younger twin, can't wait to be 18, studies in HCI, sings "You make me wanna" well. This is what I gathered from Saturday (TXY day).
• Do you like 12? (Tangjie)
Ya duh! If not, why would I study with her, shop with her and bought the exact same shoe design as her? Although sometimes we do get on each others' nerves, she never fails to let me see things in a really different light.
• Tell me something about 17. (Bo Cheng)
He is too protective of people, studies in HCJC, hides behind girls while playing dodge-starchballs, is really sad to get hit numerous times by the starchballs even though he was hiding behind girls, is in publicity for huang chen, attracted many girls during Ying Xin R24, has a huge ego, is a silently nice guy (when I mean silently, it is really quiet as gold!), has a brother in TXY, is a busy guy now, was super stressed out during Ying Xin R24, is constantly irritated by me.
• How did u meet 7? (Xiao Bin)
HAHAHAHA! Oh the sweet coincidence! I spotted him during Ying Xin R23. Then, I really wanted to bash him up because he said something bad and had a real qian bian look during one of the games.
• How did u meet 13? (Cheng Siang)
One day, he walked into the TXY room while TJ and I were studying. He said something witty (as usual) and Lydia and Ruoxi commented on how unusual behaviour his was. That was the start of something sweet yet tragic.
• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you? (Lydia)
Erm... she wouldn't. But if that really happens *touches wood*, I would say "Sorry, this is not meant to be!"
• When was the last time you talked to number 15? (Xian Hui)
Virtually, it was yesterday over MSN. Face to face, it was on Saturday! =]
• How did u meet 16? (Jun Zhan)
It was during Ying Xin R22, my own orientation. He led my group around for the amazing race game. Then, he was really quiet and we seldom spoke. I thought he was scary! Although that impression only lasted for the orientation.
• Would you ever date 3? (Dian Jun)
Why not? We just went out on Friday, along with the drinking gang! Stuffed sushi down our throats like there's no tomorrow!
• Would u date 11? (Yuhui)
This is hilarious. Of course I would. If he even replies me on MSN and my SMSes!! Sleepovers are enough I guessed. We had numerous sleepovers. Dates? NONE! Haha, we are fellow April babies anyways (I don't know how this links up)
• What is 10's last name? (Yuhan)
Thia!
• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 5? (Yuxiang)
NO! Friend, possible. Lifelong partners, no way! I bet he would agree too, he wouldn't wanna be deaf.
• How did u meet 18? (Ren Yuan)
When Shu Wen called Ren Yuan and Yuhui over for a game of daidi during Tianying Chalet back in June 2007.
• What do you think about 20? (Damien)
He is weird yet unique. He is special and smart, yet lazy.
• What would you like to tell 14 right now? (Siying)
ZOMG! I want to see your ezlink card photo too!!! OSY!
• How did you meet 19? (Edna)
When Shu Wen pulled Edna out to help me open the gate during their Wen Hua Ying meeting. She was sporting her famously huge shoes and a really interesting t-shirt.
• What would u say to 3: (Dian Jun)
Let's both get good grades for A's!
• When did u last see 4? (Silei)
We both don't know the exact answer to that. But if I wasn't wrong, it was on one of the Saturdays where we held Ying Xin R24 meeting.
This is really amazing. I have no idea how I actually am able to conjure up all these memories when I fail to remember what to even study for tests (not to mention ace them!)
First time grounded
Okay, my mom didn't exactly say "YOU ARE GROUNDED!" *Imagine Donald Trump saying you're fired!*
What she said (screamed) over the phone was "你明天再出门，你就不用回来了!" *Imagine an unreasonable wife shrieking at an overly loaded husband*
Let me try to embrace this moment of freedom at home before mom starts screaming and shouting and tearing the house down when she gets home. Oh! Sweet sweet tranquility! With only the pitter patter sounds of the thunderstorm against the glass of my window, I shall began.
Although being grounded means I can't go out and study with TJ, I guess I did learn something from today (without hitting the books). I had decided that a more structured Sunday would do me more good and I love busking in the innocence of my beloved! I have found out I am still unable to forget that love- the love for ballet (why did I quit?)
I would get Joy Kwan Ai Ting to morning call me every Sunday and pull me outa bed for swimming and studying with her. That makes it a total of 4 times a week (or maybe 3, since Saturdays are kinda out!)
Spending quality time today with my beloved thought me my life's essential. Looking at their innocence, I knew that I didn't lose mine, I just misplaced it, but I found it, it was all along with them. Although bathing for my dogs really frustrates me when they lick their shampoo, it is so nice to have them cleaned up and cute again!
I still need to find a better bedroom for them. Beloved doggies, HANG IN THERE!
The heavens have stopped crying
& you shall smile!
What she said (screamed) over the phone was "你明天再出门，你就不用回来了!" *Imagine an unreasonable wife shrieking at an overly loaded husband*
Let me try to embrace this moment of freedom at home before mom starts screaming and shouting and tearing the house down when she gets home. Oh! Sweet sweet tranquility! With only the pitter patter sounds of the thunderstorm against the glass of my window, I shall began.
Although being grounded means I can't go out and study with TJ, I guess I did learn something from today (without hitting the books). I had decided that a more structured Sunday would do me more good and I love busking in the innocence of my beloved! I have found out I am still unable to forget that love- the love for ballet (why did I quit?)
I would get Joy Kwan Ai Ting to morning call me every Sunday and pull me outa bed for swimming and studying with her. That makes it a total of 4 times a week (or maybe 3, since Saturdays are kinda out!)
Spending quality time today with my beloved thought me my life's essential. Looking at their innocence, I knew that I didn't lose mine, I just misplaced it, but I found it, it was all along with them. Although bathing for my dogs really frustrates me when they lick their shampoo, it is so nice to have them cleaned up and cute again!
I still need to find a better bedroom for them. Beloved doggies, HANG IN THERE!
The heavens have stopped crying
& you shall smile!
Realize (Real LIES)
Take time to realise... the REAL lies
I can't spell it out for you
Sometimes I just wonder, do you have to always keep it in? Do you have to always hold it together? Do you have to be rationale and always be so strong? It wouldn't kill to just let the tears flow, it wouldn't kill to just let the words go loose. It wouldn't kill. Would it?
Although I would really agree that it is tough. It is so difficult to be unbiased and unfazed in times of difficult situations. Perhaps something is lacking deep inside? Think about it. The tears, the words, there is a need for a channel for those to be unleashed from the bursting bottle of emotions.
Family seems like a good choice, but I know you would never tell them anything. They don't listen anyways. You can't tell those "holy" people anything too! They don't give a shit. You can't tell the other 2 groups too. They won't know what's going on. You can't tell them either! They are the ones making it go on.
Although you can always turn to me because I am always there, it is bad to always keep things to yourself. I can't run away anyway, where to? Maybe you should really find someone, in the know, neutral, objective, innocent, trustworthy, always there for you. Then, you can realise =]
I realised...
1. Yangfan has good taste of music.
2. The twins are close and different.
3. Guochang has same taste in arts as me! =]
4. I hate my mom!
5. What real cheering up is. <3
I can't spell it out for you
Sometimes I just wonder, do you have to always keep it in? Do you have to always hold it together? Do you have to be rationale and always be so strong? It wouldn't kill to just let the tears flow, it wouldn't kill to just let the words go loose. It wouldn't kill. Would it?
Although I would really agree that it is tough. It is so difficult to be unbiased and unfazed in times of difficult situations. Perhaps something is lacking deep inside? Think about it. The tears, the words, there is a need for a channel for those to be unleashed from the bursting bottle of emotions.
Family seems like a good choice, but I know you would never tell them anything. They don't listen anyways. You can't tell those "holy" people anything too! They don't give a shit. You can't tell the other 2 groups too. They won't know what's going on. You can't tell them either! They are the ones making it go on.
Although you can always turn to me because I am always there, it is bad to always keep things to yourself. I can't run away anyway, where to? Maybe you should really find someone, in the know, neutral, objective, innocent, trustworthy, always there for you. Then, you can realise =]
I realised...
1. Yangfan has good taste of music.
2. The twins are close and different.
3. Guochang has same taste in arts as me! =]
4. I hate my mom!
5. What real cheering up is. <3
6. Maybe something is really missing.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
DNA Personality Test (recommended by LRY)
about you:
you are an experiencer
-Your inquisitive nature, imagination, and hands-on practicality make you an EXPERIENCER.
-Although you have an active imagination, you also concern yourself with the functional elements of things.
-You are willing to experiment to find things that work the most efficiently.
-Getting stuck in certain habits is boring to you—you'd rather find new experiences.
-Accordingly, experiences are more important to you than objects—you'd rather spend your money and energy on events and adventures than on material things.
-You like to contemplate a lot of options before making a decision, and you're willing and able to consider a lot of different angles to problems.
-You're open to suggestions, and often rely on others to assess the merit of those suggestions.
-You have an ability to see the big picture—not just how things are, but how they could be—in a variety of situations.
-Your independent streak allows you to make decisions efficiently and to trust your instincts
-You prefer to have time to plan for things, feeling better with a schedule than with keeping plans up in the air until the last minute.
-You do your own thing when it comes to clothing, guided more by practical concerns than by other people's notions of style.
-Generally, you believe that you control your life, and that external forces only play a limited role in determining what happens to you.
If you want to be different:
-Have faith that your imagination and practicality will complement each other, and lead to good decisions on your part.
-Take the initiative in seeking things out—don't wait for them to come to you.
how you relate to others:
you are faithful
-Your trust in others, respect for tradition, and caring nature make you FAITHFUL.
-Maintaining a few intimate relationships is more important to you than knowing a lot of people, and you share a lot with your close friends.
-Those who have managed to get close to you value your camaraderie, and they know that they can trust you with anything; you're a good listener.
-While you can usually see several sides of an argument, you often have a strong opinion as to which side is correct—the order of things is usually clear to you.
-Your perspective on the world is based on careful observation, and you know a lot about how people feel in—and react to—many situations.
-Your exploration of others' feelings has led you to believe that although people generally act appropriately, having clear social rules is very important to a functional society.
-Time alone for reflection is important to you—you are introspective and aware of your own feelings.
-Faithful is as faithful does—you expect those with whom you are close to be loyal to you, and you take betrayal of your trust very seriously.
If you want to be different:
-Some of the alternate perspectives that you understand may have more value than you give them credit for—keep in mind that right and wrong aren't always so clear-cut.
-While you are able to reap the benefits of your time alone, and may see interacting with a lot of people as more tiring than exciting, remember that there is a lot to be learned from experiencing things and not just reflecting on them.
you are an experiencer
-Your inquisitive nature, imagination, and hands-on practicality make you an EXPERIENCER.
-Although you have an active imagination, you also concern yourself with the functional elements of things.
-You are willing to experiment to find things that work the most efficiently.
-Getting stuck in certain habits is boring to you—you'd rather find new experiences.
-Accordingly, experiences are more important to you than objects—you'd rather spend your money and energy on events and adventures than on material things.
-You like to contemplate a lot of options before making a decision, and you're willing and able to consider a lot of different angles to problems.
-You're open to suggestions, and often rely on others to assess the merit of those suggestions.
-You have an ability to see the big picture—not just how things are, but how they could be—in a variety of situations.
-Your independent streak allows you to make decisions efficiently and to trust your instincts
-You prefer to have time to plan for things, feeling better with a schedule than with keeping plans up in the air until the last minute.
-You do your own thing when it comes to clothing, guided more by practical concerns than by other people's notions of style.
-Generally, you believe that you control your life, and that external forces only play a limited role in determining what happens to you.
If you want to be different:
-Have faith that your imagination and practicality will complement each other, and lead to good decisions on your part.
-Take the initiative in seeking things out—don't wait for them to come to you.
how you relate to others:
you are faithful
-Your trust in others, respect for tradition, and caring nature make you FAITHFUL.
-Maintaining a few intimate relationships is more important to you than knowing a lot of people, and you share a lot with your close friends.
-Those who have managed to get close to you value your camaraderie, and they know that they can trust you with anything; you're a good listener.
-While you can usually see several sides of an argument, you often have a strong opinion as to which side is correct—the order of things is usually clear to you.
-Your perspective on the world is based on careful observation, and you know a lot about how people feel in—and react to—many situations.
-Your exploration of others' feelings has led you to believe that although people generally act appropriately, having clear social rules is very important to a functional society.
-Time alone for reflection is important to you—you are introspective and aware of your own feelings.
-Faithful is as faithful does—you expect those with whom you are close to be loyal to you, and you take betrayal of your trust very seriously.
If you want to be different:
-Some of the alternate perspectives that you understand may have more value than you give them credit for—keep in mind that right and wrong aren't always so clear-cut.
-While you are able to reap the benefits of your time alone, and may see interacting with a lot of people as more tiring than exciting, remember that there is a lot to be learned from experiencing things and not just reflecting on them.
ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG!!! FREAKING TRUE TOO!!!!!!
Tagged on Facebook by Yuhui
This is a little interesting test. The answers you generate seem quite accurate, but rather, it's an interesting mix of cold readings and random possible facts. Do give it a shot and see how it goes.
1. Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
2. Take the Personality Quiz
3. Copy Paste the result to Facebook
4. Tag your friends including me
5. Do comment if you think this is true about me too
1. Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
2. Take the Personality Quiz
3. Copy Paste the result to Facebook
4. Tag your friends including me
5. Do comment if you think this is true about me too
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG!!!
This is so true! Very true! To a certain extent.
Tagged on Facebook by Cecilia
TAG 10 PEOPLE :D
TEN ARE YOUs
1. Are you single - OBVIOUSLY!
2. Are you happy - Hm....
3. Are you bored - Not really
4. Are you white - NOPE
5. Are you Italian - NEVER
6. Are you intelligent - YEAH!
7. Are you honest - VERY!!! I can't lie, therefore I don't.
8. Are you nice - I think so.
9. Are you Irish - Nope
10. Are you Asian - DUH!
TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - Png Hui Ying Christina
2. Nicknames - cphy
3. Birth place - Singapore
4. Hair color - Slightly bleached black
5. Natural hair style - Long, straight, curled
6. Best Friend - Hm...
7. Birthday - 21st April 1991
8. Mood - HMMMMM
9. Favourite colour - COLOURS!
10. One place you'd like to visit - The whole wide world!
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - Too young to love
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Too young to love
3. Do you currently have a crush? - At least I don't think so
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - HAHA Hm....
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - HAHAHAHAHAHA Who?
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Eh... NOPE
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - There was this guy....
8. Are you afraid of commitment - Not really.
9. Who was the last person you hugged - IDK!
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - I don't.
TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust? - Love
2. Hard liquor or beer - Hard liquor
3. Cats or dogs - Dogs
4. A few best friends or many regular friends - Hm........
5. Creamy or Crunchy - Depends.
6. Pencil or Pen - Pen.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Romantic night in
8. Money or Happiness - HAPPINESS!!!!
9. Night or day - Night.
10. IM or phone - Phone
TEN HAVE YOU EVERs
1. Been caught sneaking out - I don't.
2. Seen a polar bear - Guess so.
3. Done something you regret - Yes, sadly...
4. Bungee jumped - NEVER EVER EVER in my life!
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Haha yes.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - Not that tough.
7. Been caught naked - Surprisingly, yes.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Haha, if I even have one to start with.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - Devastated when my dog died. Utterly DEVASTATED!
10. Wanted to disappear - If I can even appear visible to other..
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - BOTH!!!
2. Light or dark hair - Natural colour.
3. Hugs or kisses - Hugs! I agree with Cecilia that kisses are gross.
4. Shorter or taller - Obviously taller!
5. Intelligence or attraction - The unsurpassable amount of knowledge and intelligence attracts me.
6. Hot Topic or Hollister - What is hollister?
7. Funny or serious - Funny enough to get serious with and serious enough to be funny.
8. Older or Younger - Love does not discriminate.
9. Outgoing or quiet - Depends....
10. Sweet or Bad - SWEET!
TEN HAVE YOUs
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Hell yea...
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Many times!
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - For a step, yes.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - Wanted to.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - Too fat to.
6. Ever been on a dance team - Can't dance!!!!
7. Ever been on a sports team - Taekwondo is a sport but there is no team.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - WANTED BADLY TO!!!!
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - If only...
10. Ever been in a rap video? - You think?
NINE... LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - Called Xb for Yuhan.
2. Last person you hugged - I really don't know.
3. Last person you hung out with - Junzhan, he drove me home.
4. Last time you worked - This is tough, I don't really like to work, rather do things for free.
5. Last person you tackled - Can't remember, it was really chaotic pulling everyone up the stage.
6. Last person you IM'd - HUH?
7. Last person you texted - Si Ying.
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Myself.
9. Last person/thing you missed - A lot of things...
TEN ARE YOUs
1. Are you single - OBVIOUSLY!
2. Are you happy - Hm....
3. Are you bored - Not really
4. Are you white - NOPE
5. Are you Italian - NEVER
6. Are you intelligent - YEAH!
7. Are you honest - VERY!!! I can't lie, therefore I don't.
8. Are you nice - I think so.
9. Are you Irish - Nope
10. Are you Asian - DUH!
TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - Png Hui Ying Christina
2. Nicknames - cphy
3. Birth place - Singapore
4. Hair color - Slightly bleached black
5. Natural hair style - Long, straight, curled
6. Best Friend - Hm...
7. Birthday - 21st April 1991
8. Mood - HMMMMM
9. Favourite colour - COLOURS!
10. One place you'd like to visit - The whole wide world!
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - Too young to love
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Too young to love
3. Do you currently have a crush? - At least I don't think so
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - HAHA Hm....
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - HAHAHAHAHAHA Who?
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Eh... NOPE
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - There was this guy....
8. Are you afraid of commitment - Not really.
9. Who was the last person you hugged - IDK!
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - I don't.
TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust? - Love
2. Hard liquor or beer - Hard liquor
3. Cats or dogs - Dogs
4. A few best friends or many regular friends - Hm........
5. Creamy or Crunchy - Depends.
6. Pencil or Pen - Pen.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Romantic night in
8. Money or Happiness - HAPPINESS!!!!
9. Night or day - Night.
10. IM or phone - Phone
TEN HAVE YOU EVERs
1. Been caught sneaking out - I don't.
2. Seen a polar bear - Guess so.
3. Done something you regret - Yes, sadly...
4. Bungee jumped - NEVER EVER EVER in my life!
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Haha yes.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - Not that tough.
7. Been caught naked - Surprisingly, yes.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Haha, if I even have one to start with.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - Devastated when my dog died. Utterly DEVASTATED!
10. Wanted to disappear - If I can even appear visible to other..
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - BOTH!!!
2. Light or dark hair - Natural colour.
3. Hugs or kisses - Hugs! I agree with Cecilia that kisses are gross.
4. Shorter or taller - Obviously taller!
5. Intelligence or attraction - The unsurpassable amount of knowledge and intelligence attracts me.
6. Hot Topic or Hollister - What is hollister?
7. Funny or serious - Funny enough to get serious with and serious enough to be funny.
8. Older or Younger - Love does not discriminate.
9. Outgoing or quiet - Depends....
10. Sweet or Bad - SWEET!
TEN HAVE YOUs
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Hell yea...
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Many times!
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - For a step, yes.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - Wanted to.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - Too fat to.
6. Ever been on a dance team - Can't dance!!!!
7. Ever been on a sports team - Taekwondo is a sport but there is no team.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - WANTED BADLY TO!!!!
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - If only...
10. Ever been in a rap video? - You think?
NINE... LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - Called Xb for Yuhan.
2. Last person you hugged - I really don't know.
3. Last person you hung out with - Junzhan, he drove me home.
4. Last time you worked - This is tough, I don't really like to work, rather do things for free.
5. Last person you tackled - Can't remember, it was really chaotic pulling everyone up the stage.
6. Last person you IM'd - HUH?
7. Last person you texted - Si Ying.
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Myself.
9. Last person/thing you missed - A lot of things...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Tagged on Facebook by Qimin and Amalina
Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name : Christina
2. A four Letter Word : Cafe
3. A boy's Name : Cade
4. A girl's Name : Crystal
5. An occupation : Cleaner! ...
6. A color : Chartreuse
7. Something you'll wear : Coat
9. A food : Chocolate! =]
10. Something found in the bathroom : Cistern
11. A place : Caribbean
12. A reason for being late : Car accident
13. Something you'd shout : Catch that thief!
14. A movie title : Coming soon
15. Something you drink : Cider
16. A musical group : Click Five
17. An animal : Calf
18. A street name : Clemenceau Road
19. A type of car : Corolla
20. The title of a song : Capri by Colbie Caillat
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name : Christina
2. A four Letter Word : Cafe
3. A boy's Name : Cade
4. A girl's Name : Crystal
5. An occupation : Cleaner! ...
6. A color : Chartreuse
7. Something you'll wear : Coat
9. A food : Chocolate! =]
10. Something found in the bathroom : Cistern
11. A place : Caribbean
12. A reason for being late : Car accident
13. Something you'd shout : Catch that thief!
14. A movie title : Coming soon
15. Something you drink : Cider
16. A musical group : Click Five
17. An animal : Calf
18. A street name : Clemenceau Road
19. A type of car : Corolla
20. The title of a song : Capri by Colbie Caillat
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Coming Soon
"Coming Soon" is the BEST horror film EVER!!!!
Today was simple.
1. Woke up early in the morning to send my brother off, to Vietnam for school's volleyball trip, at Changi Airport.
2. Met Derek and went to NUS open house until 6pm.
3. Went to Queensway shopping centre to watch him eat (again!)
4. Watched the beloved horror film in Shaw.
5. Shopped for books at Borders (and finally used my gift card!)
6. Walked home (AGAIN)
Walking home reminds be of many things, but shall refrain from pondering since time can't undo its own doings. This is a moment of self-renewing - the walking (LOVE long walks)
Today was simple.
1. Woke up early in the morning to send my brother off, to Vietnam for school's volleyball trip, at Changi Airport.
2. Met Derek and went to NUS open house until 6pm.
3. Went to Queensway shopping centre to watch him eat (again!)
4. Watched the beloved horror film in Shaw.
5. Shopped for books at Borders (and finally used my gift card!)
6. Walked home (AGAIN)
Walking home reminds be of many things, but shall refrain from pondering since time can't undo its own doings. This is a moment of self-renewing - the walking (LOVE long walks)
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